Vanessa May: Maybe some will think we’re cursed. Maybe some would think we’re lucky to be from California. We’re from a part of California that is, I swear, forever plagued by wildfires. And now we have that whole atmospheric river thing going on. It’s wild out there, you guys. [chuckles]
Vanessa May: But I wonder whether or not we can call natural disasters “natural” anymore. They all seem much more ominous. More people die, they come more often. In this song, this next one, it’s just a prayer, basically, that we can get our #### together. LOL. [laughs]
[“Santa Anna” by Rainbow Girls]
[gentle acoustic guitar music]
Cigarette delinquent
Gets high on a brittle night
####ty beer in the backseat
Of a rolling dumpster fire
I’m on my knees in the front seat
The doors are locked up tight
So I pray to Santa Anna
To bless me up just right
Ooh, ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh
Is it natural?
Ooh ooh
Is it natural?
Ooh ooh
Is it natural?
Ooh ooh
To find yourself with no direction home
Ooh ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh
No amount of braking
Can slow the crash of time
So I pray to Santa Anna
To hold me while I die
Is it natural?
Ooh ooh
Is it natural?
Ooh ooh
Is it natural?
Ooh ooh
To find yourself with no direction home
Erin Chapin: That’s Vanessa May, everybody. [audience applauding]
[“Used It All Up” by Rainbow Girls]
[gentle guitar music]
I’ve been taking it, but
It don’t hit like it used to
I’ve been hitting it, but
It don’t stick like it used to
Maybe I lost it
Maybe I tossed it
Maybe it just faded to dust
Maybe, darling, I just
Used it all up
[guitar solo]
[gentle guitar music]
[audience applauding]
Maybe I lost it
Maybe I tossed it
Maybe it just faded to dust
Maybe, darling, I just used it all up
Maybe, darling, I just used it all up
[audience applauding]
Vanessa May: That’s Erin Chapin on the slide guitar, everybody.
Caitlin Gowdey: I wrote this song on the day John Prine died. That’s how I felt. [chuckles] So this is my John Prine homage. It’s called “How to Deal.”
[“How to Deal” by Rainbow Girls]
[gentle guitar music]
I been thinking lately I’m getting worse
At talking to people, it’s a curse
That I put on myself, I guess
It’s a kind of spell
But it means I’m a witch
And I’ll be seeing you in hell [all laughing]
Sorry, God! [laughs]
There’s a kid I know that I’ve never met
He’s learning drums on the internet
And he beats himself up if he messes up the song
But you’ll never play great
If you never play it wrong [snapping]
I can’t tell you how to do it
I am barely gettin’ through it
And there’s a man I know whose biggest dream
Was to meet John Prine, who he’s never seen
But now he’ll never get the chance, I guess
Our heroes die
But we can still find happiness
Sometimes things just won’t go by
They get stuck in your mind like a battle cry
And I’m still figuring out just how to deal
But life goes on
No matter how you feel
I can’t tell you how to do it
I am barely gettin’ through it
I don’t know if I’m okay
I ask that question every day
[audience applauding]
[“Unwavering” by Rainbow Girls]
[gentle electric guitar music]
I made my bed, now it’s time to say good night
But he called me
I made my bed, now it’s time to say goodbye
But he called me
Baby
I sowed my seeds
Now I’m reaping the grief, but I’m lonely
As your garden grows, I pretend not to notice my faith
Receding back, back
Back
I guess that’s that
[steady alternative rock music]
You don’t need it, woman
You don’t need it, man
You don’t need it, woman
Oh, you don’t need it, man
And you said
“Eventually love ruins everything”
I just wish
My attitude was unwavering
Wavering
I’m wavering
I’m wavering
I’m wavering
Made my bed, now it’s time to say good night
But he called me
I made my bed, now it’s time to say goodbye
But he called me
Baby
[audience applauding and cheering]
Caitlin Gowdey: This song’s called “American Dream,” a.k.a. be nice even when you’re not rich. [all laughing]
Erin Chapin: Especially if you’re rich.
Caitlin Gowdey: One, two, three, four.
My dream’s to someday own some land
[gentle guitar music]
My dream’s to someday own some land
But how I’ll get the money isn’t fully yet quite planned
My dream’s to someday own some land
And on that land, I’ll build my home
Yeah, on that land, I’ll build my home
I’ll fill it up with kids so I will never die alone
Yeah, on that land, I’ll build my home
Ooh, ooh, hoo
Ooh, ooh, hoo
Ooh, ooh, hoo
Ooh, ooh, hoo
And then I’ll have my family band
Yeah, then I’ll have my family band
I’ll make ’em play the tunes
That they don’t really understand
Yeah, then I’ll have my family band
Ahh, ah ah, oh
Ahh, ah ah, ohh
Ahh, ah ah, ohh
Ahh, ah ah, ahh ahh, ohh
Ooh, ooh, hoo
Ooh, ooh, hoo
Ooh, ooh, hoo
Ooh, ooh, hoo
[gentle alternative folk music]
[audience member whistles]
Vanessa May: That’s Caitlin Gowdey on the guitar, everybody. [audience applauding and cheering]
It’s nice to have a plan for growing old
Unfathomable luxury, a plan for growing old
It hits you all at once, then you wish that you’d been told
But circumstances change, then you’re kicked out in the cold
But everyone’s worth something
And it’s not their weight in gold
Everyone’s worth something and it’s not their weight in gold
Ahh, ah, ahh
Ahh, ah, ahh
Ahh, ah, ahh
Ahh, ah, ahh
Ahh, ah, ahh
Ahh, ah, ahh
[audience applauding and cheering]
Caitlin Gowdey: Thanks, y’all.
Erin Chapin: How many of y’all came to the show last night?
Caitlin Gowdey: Yeah!
Erin Chapin: Oh, yeah! [audience applauding and cheering] We’re repeating one thing, is that okay? One repeat?
Vanessa May: Just one.
Erin Chapin: Okay, this is our brand-new song.
[“You Must Not Feel the Way I Do” by Rainbow Girls]
Caitlin Gowdey: Yeah.
[groovy alternative folk music]
You say we’re friends
Didn’t mean to hurt me, but you did
You said we’re getting to where we’re going
But here I am
You forced my hand and yet again
You’ve gone and left me lonely in the end
You must not feel the way I do
I can’t stop thinking about you
Seems what you told me isn’t true, ooh
You must not feel the way I do
Don’t call me a dreamer
When it’s you I’m dreaming of
Now I’m binge-watching TV
So I don’t think of my feelings
This final exam I couldn’t pass
You forced my hand, but the game was rigged
You must not feel the way I do
I can’t stop thinking about you
Seems what you told me isn’t true, ooh
You must not feel the way I do
You must not feel the way I do
I can’t stop thinking about you
Seems what you told me isn’t true, ooh
You must not feel the way I do
[audience applauding and cheering]
Whoo!
Vanessa May: Thanks, y’all.
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